unkn <76636@masd.com>let his fingers dance across the keyboard and
saidnews:Xns9978120B55B6B76636masdcom@208.49.80.60:
> Hello and thank you for you long post. I appreciate very much your
> words and take them with the heart. I don't know if we have similar
age
> but I recognise some welcome (but unfortunate) resemblances between
us.
> I'm not afraid to tell you that I'm.. well, between 22 and 27. I don't
> know if it's soon or late for these kind of crisis, but it's true that
I
> feel bad and that this feeling doesn't give me many moments of peace.
>
> I realise that all this discussion is, not a nonsense, but probably
> just another of my whims. I'm trying, as I did before, to feel somehow
> better throwing all this, but it doesn't work very much. Anyway I'm
very
> grateful for your words. I know I have to renounce to many of the
> expectations i had for my life. I know it but I resist to understand,
> cause I don't want to do it. Cause I don't want to bend the knee and
> accept the world that others arranged for me. These words can sound
> insensate and precipitate (and they are), nevertheless you must know
> that I can be a very rational person too. But when this explosion of
> anguish cross my soul I feel furious, very furious. Yep, it hurts, it
> hurts very much. Contemplating the world is just painful. I hate
myself
> a little, but let's stop talking about this, i suppose it's worthless
> and i don't like the drama.
>
> Leaving this place is continuously in my mind. Brasil or wherever,
> maybe someday I could afford a permanent move. Whatever I'm looking
for,
> I don't think I can find it here, I'll better go away before i
disappear
> completely.
>
>
>
>> Some advice from a not-so-old and a not-very-wise man:
>> 1 Change what you can change, but recognize what is changeable.
>> 2 Find ways to involve yourself in a boy's life, and let things run.
>> 3 Don't spend too much time thinking about loving a boy; you already
>> are loving a boy. If he wants to go further, then he will take the
>> lead. 4 If you make the decision to follow, be aware of the lessons
>> learned from the mistakes of others, that's all.
>> 5 And, if you want to increase your chances, get involved in several
>> boys lives. Even if you never get anything more, you'll have had made
>> a difference and will have been immortalized in their eyes.
>>
>> Oh yeah, also masturbate frequently, fervently, and furiously! :-P
>
>
>
> Unluckily I don't have any young friends yet. Some people advised me
to
> find one but somehow I've been unable to do it, and, in the same way,
> unable to find any comfort for myself. You know, when masturbation
> becomes from a durable recreative exercise to a mere automatic relief,
> then something fails. The same difference, I guess, between a love act
> and a sex act. That consumption you mentioned is making an odd person
of
> me.
>
>
>
> best regards and all the luck
>
>
>
>
And to you, my friend. There will be good day and bad days. The best we
can hope for is that the good days outnumber the bad when the time comes
to look back and remember.
May you have the best of luck and happiness wherever life's journey
takes you.
Lips
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