HMS Victor Victorian <VictorVictorian@NBG.com> wrote in
news:34dg349use3n0ueggkva69vdq1ra7i7b5u@4ax.com:
> On Fri, 23 May 2008 23:26:13 +0000 (UTC),
> flopiness_dissimilated@hhhh.com wrote:
>
>>I envy both of you very much. Firstly, VV, you very lucky to have had
>>genital play with your friends as a boy. I had none, though I had
>>passionate crushes of a sexually charged nature on both selected boys
>>and girls from about 6 yo old. I wanted it very much, but I think my
>>upbringing must have been more repressive than yours. The only
>>incident I had was touching my female cousin's vulva when I was about
>>five, which was very nice. We laughed about it when we were both
>>young adults. I had some cuddles with a close friend who I loved when
>>I was about 10, but I couldn't work out how to move the action on. I
>>was terrified to approoach some others, male or female. I thought I
>>was sinning terribly, and I was very scared of rejection. No-one ever
>>played "doctor" that I knew of, except a coouple of boys at school who
>>used to dissappear into the WC and apparantly looked at each others
>>dicks. I was too scared to join them, though I know I could have,
>>now. So it was terror, guilt, shame, and fear of rejection or of
>>being labelled a "homo".
>>
>>I often think I wouldn't be what I was if I have been able to explore
>>my explosive sexuality with other kids and perhaps certain adults (I
>>had crushes on certain teachers etc too).
>>
>>Secondly, I envy White Magic tremendously too. It would be lovely to
>>photograph nude boys, and just to hang with them. That is a very
>>dangerous activity where I live and have lived.
>>
>>If I'm sounding a bit sad, it is because I am. The trolls will love
>>that. But I won't be reading there pitiless rants anyway.
>>
>>I also believe I was "molested" in the classic sense of against my
>>will when I was about 10, but the memory is hazy and I cannot be sure.
>> I think it was only touching, but it was unwanted, unlike the desires
>>I talk about above.
>>
>>Sigh. Life goes on.
>
> Dear Floppy,
>
> I am grieved to hear that perhaps an early encounter with a man was a
> negative one, and I condemn such an act when the object of affection
> clearly does not want it. It is an odious thing and can cause only
> grief to both.
>
> Sadness is part of being a Boylover, if you are indeed such, for the
> society in which we live preordains it. Yet never forget that as life
> goes on, so again the sun rises to shine on you and a new day always
> has promise.
>
> So savour your melancholy for the moment, as one might savour dark
> chocolate, but know that, as our wise Islamic cousins once advised,
> "This, too, shall pass."
>
> My best regards and wishes for your happiness.
>
> Victor
> God Save the Queen!
> God Preserve the Prince of Wales!
> Rule Britannia!
ahhh british, one of these days you're going to drown under your
rhetoric
PD. don't tell Teddy I passed this way ha!
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