On 27 Jun 2009 15:01:02 -0500, +Grant <+Grant@grant.grant> wrote:
>In article <vmu945l6kitaih688gn78ihmrtaj6f8700@4ax.com>, NP-f31 wrote:
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>> Hey Fortsters,
>>
>> Michael Jackson was both confused and misunderstood. Without question
>> he was obsessed with boys, from that perspective he was one of us. I'm
>> no psychoanalyst, and I don't know everything there was to know about
>> MJ, but I think that the hole at the core of his psyche came from the
>> missing love of his father. Michael Jackson was a commodity to his
>> Father, so were his brothers, but it was clear early on that Michael
>> had the most talent and charisma. Those kids were driven externally by
>> their father and if stories are true, the Jackson family was
>> dysfunctional in the extreme. Michael never had a chance at 'normal'.
>>
>> I believe Michael yearned for the fatherly love he never got as a
>> child. My theory is: he sought to give that to boys he befriended
>> later in adulthood. He clearly wanted to be a father, but by the time
>> he adopted them he was too far gone into has fantasy world to be an
>> effective parent. It didn't take long for his interest in boys to
>> become sexualized. There is no question in my mind that MJ did all
>> that he was accused of and much more. His Neverland Ranch was purely a
>> seduction zone. What boy wouldn't want to spend a weekend there with
>> his favorite idol?
>>
>> His self perception and worldview of boylove was surreal. This was
>> never more evident than in his long form video in which the parents of
>> boys are afraid he is a monster and the boys come to his defense. The
>> BEAUTIFUL boys come to his defense. It was a multimillion dollar wet
>> dream for MJ.
>>
>> His talent and ability made him a global superstar, one of the biggest
>> ever. The money and fame allowed him to bend rules and create an
>> insular fantasy world that Americans couldn't understand. He was the
>> butt of jokes in this country, which is sad. If he'd had a normal
>> life, he might have found The Fort and realized that he wasn't alone.
>> I actually posted to him a couple of times, hoping he'd be plugged in.
>> Several mutual friends who knew him personally told me that Michael
>> was surprisingly not technically competent.
>>
>> In truth, he DID know he wasn't alone, and in fact, often spent time
>> with BLs in the highest stratas of society. Everything you heard and
>> suspected about MJ and a certain blonde child actor is true. MC, if
>> YOU'RE out there and one of us, I'd love to talk to you too. It is no
>> coincidence that Michael removed himself from America and planted
>> himself in a wealthy Arab country. It was all about unquestioned
>> access to boys. He had connections, as you might expect, and everyone
>> looked the other way.
>>
>> And now he's dead and from all indications he shouldn't be. He was
>> apparently mishandled every bit as poorly as his late father-in-law,
>> Elvis, once was. I was never a big fan of Michael Jackson's music, but
>> I tried to understand him as a human being. I have a lot of empathy
>> for what he endured and why. I wish I could have helped him.
>>
>> And in the end we all have to admit, for all of his eccentricity, boys
>> loved him. For some reason, boys especially loved him. He was one of
>> us.
>>
>> Doc
>> NP-f31
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>
>I don't have any real opinions about MJs private life (I wasn't there
>LOL) but I have to say that your post was beautiful just by itself. I
>think this post could be one of the best things you ever wrote. Or
>anybody ever posted here too. Its so well thought out and so well
>presented I just have to admire it and you the creator of it.
>
>I don't think you deserved to be attacked for this so I'm countering
>that with my post. Later on if I think you do deserve be attacked I
>reserve that privilege for myself. LOL
>
>Have a good weekend!
Hi Grant,
Thank you for your kind words. I saw with dismay on the news that
Michael died without a will. Inconceivable and irresponsible in my
mind. Those beautiful children will be at the heart of one the ugliest
custody battles ever waged. If there is any justice in this world
their natural Mom will get them and keep them safe until they are
adults. By then their father's legacy to them will keep them and their
children secure for a dozen lifetimes.
I hope you've noticed that I've deserved being attacked far less
frequently that I used to. But I look forward to an upbraiding should
I come to deserve one.
Thanks,
Doc
NP-f31
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