in fact, I only wanted to belong. But it's clear that I'm a polarizing
person. Hell, in asb-l, half the people hate me because I refuse to
let them get away with making excuses for doing things that they know
they should not -- things that end up hurting boys that they claim to
love. The trolls hate me because I don't fit their definition of
"pedophile." Well, that and because they hate!
I guess I still cling to some notion that boy-lovers are more noble
than other people despite what I've seen in these groups over the
years. Time to put that silly little notion away. It seems we're just
as petty and irritable and argumentative as any other group.
What hope is there for any of us? Okay, I'm in a fowl mood and I
couldn't see any hope if it came up to me and announced itself. I was
an idiot to believe I could find some hope here. Or at least some
relief of the many burdens I carry.
If anyone has anything to say to me, you can find me in asb-l. At
least Brandon manages to piss me off enough to put me off depression
for a while!
-- 4s00th@hushmail.com
If you send email, I will reply to it here at asbl
(without showing your email addy)
unless you ask me not to.
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