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Subject: +*+*+*+ Stephen's Secure Blog #371 "On CNN About Child Abuse" +*+*+*+
Date: Wed, 20 Aug 2014 18:21:19 -0400
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Stephen's Secure Blog #371
These stories about Stephen began was when he was 10 years old, and
moving to a new part of the country to attend a special school for
gifted students, in the 1950's. This was from a time before computers
would fit on a desk, and when people communicated with friends in other
countries by actual letters sent through the postal service. He wrote
225 of them to a friend. He stopped writing to his penpal, but found he
still wanted to record his life, in case he lost his memory again, and
wrote 30 entries in his first logbook. Then he wrote to an artificial
intelligence called Geenee, in the master computer in his school for
gifted students, which he started attending in 2016. Now it's after
2018, and he's continuing to save his memories in a secure blog.
All characters are fictitious, even if some of them might have names
that belong to some actual people, or act like people we know.
The stories may not be posted in chronological order.
Stephen is 19 in this story, in Spring of year 9 of his special school.
Stephen's Secure Blog #371 "On CNN About Child Abuse"
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Some celebrity actors who were in Scientology, tried to contact me
with some annoyed messages. I sent them this private statement:
"Imagine that a very famous and respected brutally honest hair
stylist is to appear on a news interview show. He is told he will be
asked to give his opinions of the hair styles of important people. Out
of concern for some of his expected victims, he notifies those people
in advance, so they can be prepared for what might happen. Some of them
asked him for his advice for what would look best for them, and then
asked for some assistance in implementing that advice. Now they look
much better before the show, so the stylist can honestly say things
that are much less critical of them. Rather than condemn the stylist
for his concern and requested help, friends of those with the new and
improved hair styles might consider offering a few words of thanks for
preventing some really serious embarrassment, and worse. Now that it's
done, I respectfully suggest that we get out of each other's hair,
while we still have some."
One sent me an angry letter in return, and then a few days later,
apologized for it. Another one thanked me for my response, and
apologized for being too hasty in expressing his opinions. My family
and friends thought the whole message set was funny. Paolo almost
choked, with an assortment of reactions all at once, after I showed him
the whole situation. Then he wanted me to show it to the Pope. We did
that with a projection meeting in secret, which included the Mormon
situation. The Pope said, "I want my Cardinals to see all this." I said
"Want to make them wet their pants?" He laughed, and said, "Actually,
yes. Please, if you agree, give the video files to Paolo, who will send
them in his report to the Cardinals." I said "As expected, but I'll
remove my Pope comment." He laughed. I said "They are not to be made
public. Tell them if they do, I will do the same to them, and they have
a whole lot more to hide." He laughed, and said, "More incontinence!" I
more. I said "I mean it. While they are watching the videos, I could
port some to them, and in different sizes." They laughed really hard,
but said I shouldn't give away that I'm watching them. I said "Alright,
but are they really that stupid not to assume I'm doing just that?"
They said they were.
I made the April 1st love broadcast as usual, which included healing.
The special hour long CNN show was set for Saturday the 5th at 9PM
Eastern. Don started it by saying, "Stephen, your wife, Rose, is
expecting a child. Is it close to her time?" I said "Yes, close. If she
goes into labor, I'll be with her. I expect it to be in a week or two,
taking up that much of your time. I have to report that the trends we
have been seeing as a result of your broadcasts have been continuing,
but we have received some questions about things that aren't being
cured. Baldness, for example." I said "That baldness isn't being cured,
is because for most people, it's not a disease." He said "Others have
asked about pedophilia." I said "We should define that, so everybody
will know what we are talking about. Pedophilia is the sexual
attraction to preadolescent children. It's not being cured, because
it's not a disease. No sexual feeling is a disease, and that one is
necessary for our continued existence as a species." He said "What!"
I said, "I suppose you would like me to explain something of that."
He said "Absolutely! Please explain how that can be so!" I said "In the
animal kingdom, of which we are a part of, the competition for mates is
fierce. That is necessary to unsure that only the fittest survive and
reproduce. In advanced mammals, and particularly primates, including
early humans, when a male successfully wins a female, usually in some
kind of combat with another male, he kills the young offspring of other
previous males she had before, to insure she is ready and available to
care for his own offspring, so his stronger line will succeed, and
their weaker lines will not. This is a wholly instinctive part of
natural selection made real. Not nice from our point of view, but this
is how God ordered the universe to work. But when man evolved, and
children took much longer to grow up, that selection process wouldn't
work, because all those deaths would result in too little number of
humans to succeed as a species, so evolution devised something to
reduce it."
I said, "Men usually don't like to kill things they are attracted to,
so we evolved so that young boys and girls look cute to us, and don't
show signs of adult maturity and are not as cute then, until they have
time to bond with the new parent, or they are physically able to run
away from danger. Being full time sexual beings, instead of only being
interested in that in very restricted seasons, as it is with other
animals, much of our lives is colored by sexual thoughts and feelings,
and the feeling that children are cute and adorable, does have a sexual
component, however much we might find that uncomfortable. For most
people, that component isn't intense enough to notice, and is ignored.
For some, it becomes a major sexual orientation. It's not their fault,
those who have those feelings that are strong enough to be noticed, but
it IS their fault if they act on them and harm a child. In actual
testing type surveys, it has been established that about 75% of men
have a measurable amount of pedophilia, but in almost all of them, it
isn't enough to be noticed consciously in their daily lives."
I said "Now for something of proof. More than half of all men in
prison, where they don't have access to women, have sex with other men,
and it's the younger men who are most sought after, the youngest and
less mature looking, the most. In Arabic countries, where women are
much less available than in other countries, boys are raped at a truly
awful rate, and not by gays, but by sex starved straights, who's
minimal pedophilia is all they have to work with. Some might think we
don't need this as modern humans, to ensure the survival of our
species. But think of how many children are killed by adults every
year, even with this feeling, and think of how many blended families
there are. If we didn't find ALL children cute in some way, I think we
would be in really big trouble. Oh, and don't think you have to believe
all this. It won't change reality, which doesn't pay attention to what
we would like to believe." He said "Wow!" I said "I really do hear that
a lot." He was still too shocked to react. We went to a commercial.
I said to Don, "If you keep being so shocked, we are going to have to
have a LOT of commercials." He almost laughed. He said "That was really
something. I didn't expect that at ALL!" I said "Well, it's not new to
psychology, but because it's far from being politically correct, it
hasn't been pushed into the public's awareness before like this. You
asked, and I answered, so don't blame ME!" He nodded. I said "You know
the followup question. Altar boys. If you don't ask, you'll be
suspect." He nodded again.
Back from the break, Don said, "Continuing on the topic of
pedophilia, is that involved in the child sexual abuse problems in the
Catholic Church?" I said "As one component, sometimes yes, but not
completely, and the extent of that abuse depended a lot on how it was
handled, and that was caused by some fundamental beliefs of
Christianity and the Catholic Church itself. Poor Don, I've shocked you
again. Ready for the explanation?" He nodded, and said, "Proceed."
I said "We already know why Altar boys were sexually abused. They
were available, and could be terrorized by fear of God's wrath into
allowing it and not telling. It's as simple as that. Priests don't have
much private access to women, and their desires overcame their vows.
More on that, later. Why the abusers were protected and allowed to move
to another place and keep doing it, is something else. Modern Christian
policy holds that all sexual feelings are of moral nature, and are
easily subject to control. That is completely false. Catholics believe
that if you confess your sins, they are absolved with a tiny bit of
penance, and if you promise that you won't do it again, you actually
won't. That is wrong on two levels. NO man can absolve another of sin
in any way, or the consequences of it. That is God's domain. No word or
action of man can change that. But they believed it, and actually
believed that after the Priests who had molested the children,
confessed, they wouldn't do it again. They moved them to another place
for a fresh start. It usually happened again, and the new supervisors
did the same response, believing it would work. Because no central
records were kept, this happened again and again, each supervisor not
knowing it had happened before. But some did discover it, and didn't
want it made public, because they truly thought it would be best for
all that the Church not be lessoned in the eyes of the faithful, so
they could still be served."
I said, "But sexuality isn't moral, it's biological. One can't decide
not to have those feelings, and promising not to have them, can't work.
Some of those Priests didn't see any good reason to stop their
predation, and some had such strong desires, they amounted to
compulsions, and they couldn't stop abusing children. And it wasn't
just happening in Churches, but in the homes of the children, and in
clubs and camps, and where it could happen, girls were molested, too.
So, this went on unchecked, because the Church thought it was doing the
right thing in handling it they way they did, according to their
beliefs, and NOT because they condoned the harming of children." Don
said "I think some of us didn't think of it that way. Thank you very
much for explaining it."
I said "Now they DO know differently, and I WILL hold them
responsible if it continues, and then they will really understand
suffering, themselves. But the root cause of all that is the vow of
celibacy. That wasn't always a requirement, and when it was, those in
power in the Church didn't always think it applied to THEM. It causes
too much unnecessary sexual frustration, and so is the direct cause of
most child molestation in the Catholic Church. Even if that were not
the case, in my opinion, Church required celibacy is absolutely wrong.
That God would not want those who serve him and humanity, some of the
best of all of us, to not pass on what makes them the best, to help
populate the Earth with the best, to serve all even better, is almost
too ridiculous for words! Some of the best minds and bodies in the
world are of Priests and Buddhist Lamas, who never have children. That
is a criminal waste of human potential. Doing this holds us back from
being better able to know God!" Don said "Wow!" I said "Er, yes." We
went to commercial. I said "I did it again, didn't I." We heard Len
laugh over the intercom. I said "It was because of child molestation,
that the Church first became aware of me in a big way." Len yelled "Ask
him about that!"
Back from the break, Don said, "Have you personally had any
experiences with child molestation with the Catholic Church?" I said "I
sure have, and it might not be as you might think. I have an idea that
you would like me to tell you about it." He said "I sure do!" I said
"In my last life, I was also Stephen. My psionic abilities were just
starting to be noticeable when I was twelve, and I was physically
unusually small for that age, except for one part which wouldn't be
appropriate to discuss in public." He almost choked. I said "But I'm
going to have to. Oh, I shocked you again, didn't I." Don laughed a
little, and said, "Please go on." I said "I think you understand what I
mean, and I, and everybody who saw it, called it a monster. I didn't
usually go outside in too tight clothes, out of concern that the
electric company might want to hang power lines on it." He couldn't
help himself, and laughed loudly. I said "And make my girlfriend
jealous." He laughed some more.
I said "During a sleepover in the home of a classmate, he told me
about his suspicions of what might be happening to some of his friends
in his church who were Altar Boys. We planned to go to his church the
next day. Actually, I practically demanded we go. Well, I was rather a
forceful person where protection of children were concerned, and that
has carried forward into this current life. Unfortunately, I hadn't
planned on that for the weekend, so I had to wear some of their
clothes, from his younger brother. They were a little tight. I think
you can see where some of this is going. I hope the camera caught your
expression." He laughed. I said "At the entrance to the very big
church, we met up with the Chief of Police for DC, where I was living,
who I knew from an encounter before. He knew something of what I was
capable of, in defense of children. We all went in, and I immediately
felt the stares and absolute lust from some of the Priests there. So
did my classmate, who became angry. I had to remind him that if lust
were a crime, we'd all be in jail. Strange, he looked just like you
do." More laughter. I said "He and I left his family, and he took me to
the Alar Boys' dressing room. They knew him, and we talked some. Two of
the boys were showing feelings that indicated to me they were being
severely abused, when some Priest's names were mentioned. We asked to
talk privately with them, and we went to another room. I convinced them
to tell me all about it. They did. I told them I would make it stop,
and those priests would never do that again."
I said "We went back to the main area, and I motioned the Chief of
Police to me. He saw my expression, and knew there would be trouble if
he didn't come, so he did. We went to another room, and I told him what
I was going to do, and that he would help. He agreed to help, because
he knew what would happen to him if he didn't, which almost happened
before. He scheduled a meeting with the Cardinal there, after the
services, which we went to. I did most of the talking, but it didn't
sound like me. I sounded and acted like an adult, and spoke as if I
were the first Saint Stephen, then Saint Nicholas. I had a light over
my head like I was actually those Saints in the paintings. I think I
was more surprised than they were, at what was happening, but I wasn't
completely in control of what I was doing. Then I mentioned what would
Saint Frances think about the Cardinal permitting what he knew was
happening, to continue. Then a strange dog came into the room, up
behind me, and licked my hand, and growled at the poor Cardinal, who
was absolutely terrorized, and was on his knees before me, begging for
mercy. I made him tell us the names of the Priests who were molesting
the boys, which the Chief wrote down. I made the Cardinal promise give
all the Altar Boys, past and present, full college scholarships in
exchange for not going public with the problem, because the boys didn't
want to testify, and that the bad Priests were to be defrocked. Then we
left."
I said "The Cardinal was sure those Saints were speaking through me.
The Abbot of the Buddhist Temple I told what happened to, said I was
those Saints. I didn't believe either of them, then. The result of that
meeting, was those Priests were defrocked, and the Cardinal became my
friend, and came to my birthday parties, with the Buddhist Abbot. They
kind of bonded with each other, over their belief in my supposed, er,
connection to those Saints. I didn't believe in reincarnation then. By
the time I was fifteen, some things had happened that forced me to
believe it. One of those things, was I remembered those lives, and
others, which greatly pleased the Abbot. I gave the Cardinal recordings
of them, which I think are still at the Vatican. They have been er,
fascinated with me ever since." He said "Wow!" I said "I think you
might want to choose a replacement for that word, before you wear it
out." He laughed. We went to commercial. That went the first half of
the show.
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