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Subject: Re: For Doc and everyone who's paying attention
From: Rusty <rusty@inubus.org>
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Trevor Myner <tmyner@sessions.net> wrote in news:4e2b3a54$0$1788$c3e8da3
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> Do you have a "dream boy"?
>
> I don't merely mean a boy who fits your ideal of beauty, a boy you'd
> love to meet and spend some time with in some way. I mean a boy who
> visits you in your dreams?
>
> I do.
>
> His physical description is unimportant, because though he is certainly
> perfect to my eye, I would expect your dream boy would be perfect to
> your eye, and others to theirs.
>
> But beyond his static image, he moves in four dimensions like any real
> boy. His every movement is a graceful dance. It is not a seduction,
> because he doesn't need to put on a show. He cannot help but move in
> just the way that draws me to him.
>
> Pictures are nice to look at, and some capture "perfect moments" with
> something close to real emotion, real meaning, but without depth in
> three dimensions, a boy is just a postcard. Without movement, a boy is
> not a boy, but a statue. My dream boy moves. He moves before me. He
> moves toward me.
>
> How many times do boys we know in the real world move toward us and we
> have to run through the "real-world checklist of possible
> interactions"? Like the Terminator's heads-up display with a list of
> possible choices of dialog and potential actions, no matter who is
> coming toward us, friends or foes, we have to be ready for anything.
> Rarely do we know exactly what to do, and how the other will react.
> It's a complicated game.
>
> With my dream boy, I have only one possible reaction because there is
> only one motive to his approach. He wants me to hold him. I hold him.
>
> When I do, I often awaken, jarred by the power of the moment. This is
> the boy I was made for and who was made for me. There is no better
> feeling than to embrace him with all of my love. It is an embrace that
> erases the lines between us and we are one.
>
> Just the other morning, I held him in that perfect embrace and
> remembered that he is a dream, he is part of me. Dreams are never
> lies. This dream was a perfect truth. My dream boy and I truly ARE
> one. I held him in this awareness. I let myself feel that love and
> allowed it to melt away the anger and the tension that built up over
> the day before. All that is wrong, hateful, and hurtful in this world
> was dissolved and I awoke to a feeling of perfect love and peace.
>
> I will miss my dream boy until he returns again. I will try to linger
> longer with him more each time.
>
> Doc, and anyone reading this, I wish for you that feeling of perfect
> love and peace and for it to stay with you through each day.
>
> Until we are all free to live as we are, and until boys are free to
> love who they wish because they are respected and properly prepared
> with the knowledge and judgement to choose wisely, my dream boy
> comforts me and reassures me that I deserve that love and peace.
>
> TM
Have had the same in a dream Trev! The dreams just dont last long
enough! I could spend enternity in my dream but always wake up alone.
As you said, I miss my dream boy also. So sad the world is the way it is
right now regarding such dreams! At least we can have them with out fear
of what happens in them!
Thanks Trev!
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