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From: joey_j <no@body.com>
Newsgroups: alt.fan.prettyboy
Subject: Re: r u guys sure someone couldn't just shoot me?
Date: 28 Jan 2011 11:35:02 -0600
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Dear One,
As a longtime lurker, this is one of my very infrequent posts to
the net. I cannot stand by silent while you are in such pain.
Let me tell you that I have downloaded everything you have
posted since I found the group. And I have come to believe
that you and I are such kindred spirits, though we have never
met. Thank you for all you have shared with us. It may seem
so, but in truth you are not alone in the cyberworld...you have
many admirers and fans.
And I ask you, please, to seek out a mental health professional.
You can unload your pain on that person and be helped. And
they treat your imparted info in strict confidence. This can be
a way out of your depression. I know it works, I have been there.
With great love,
Joey
>My body hurts, I'm finding it hard to care about anything ... except
>that I don't like pain. Pleasures just don't seem to be pleasurable
>anymore, and hey, I had the first real suicidal vision/impulse in
>quite a while. For those of you who don't understand that depression
>hurts like a mutha -- take notice.
>
>Bob Ryan just called the dude who called in that he saw Tim F. move
>his golf ball MINUTELY when he removed a marker a supercilious twit. I
>wouldn't have been so nice. And I don't even give a shit about pro
>golf.
>
>At least if I were a manic depressive I could look forward to periods
>of mania with tons of energy and feelings of bliss. Admittedly, the
>depressive episodes tend to dominate 10 to 1, but at least there would
>be that.
>
>And I guess I must be getting down to my last bit to be touting my
>pain here -- you never ask for help until you're near the bottom -- at
>least, that's been my experience.
>
>Do any of you have any idea how much I hate wanting to die? Not
>killing myself -- I got scared straight on that one when I found out
>what I might have done to someone who actually gave a damn, but just
>wanting to fucking lie down and die.
>
>I do wonder if the troll realizes that I have finally downloaded Kidz
>Bop 19 and just not cared enough to post it? Or if he realizes how
>much I think those things are like cockroaches that just keep
>spreading? I mean, really, let the damn kids sing the songs! Well,
>find some kids who can sing -- we know that they're out there! Can you
>imagine what Libera could do with a franchise like this? Let Josh and
>Mini-Ben have a chance at Bad Day -- Maybe 'Kob could take a verse, or
>even my little dynamo Kavanna! I tell you guys, if little Kavanna had
>been the big bad wolf, that house of bricks would have fallen! I
>swear, I've never seen anyone put so much of themselves into singing!
>Such incredible JOY!
>
>Hmm, I realize that I was thinking the same thing about little Nakita,
>how easily he smiles and how much personality he radiates -- and then
>I was thinking about how 'Kob has such an angelic beatific smile that
>you can practically see the halo! Kind of makes me wonder about
>certain unnamed older brothers! <miss u, doc!>
>
>Thank God I have my little Whodat to keep me going. He's been such a
>sweet dog -- not quite as little as I had intended, I think his beagle
>stock is fortified with some other hound genes! Personally, I think
>he's got a little coon hound in him, but what do I know? I ask him,
>"Are you my boy?" and he licks my face. He knows well who feeds him!
>
>Anyway. I think I've worn myself out. I hope you guys are all doing a
>lot better than I. And I pity any of you who feel worse.
>
>Love,
>-- 4s00th@hushmail.com
>
>My email is always available for those looking for and willing to supply support in the effort to remain boy-lovers and not become child-molesters de jure if not de facto.
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