Okay, i4b tells me he already has the Billy Gillman collection -- are
there others who maybe don't have it and would like me to post it?
As to your question, i4b, about when I will start posting these ... I
want to finish up the Kid Bopz and I will start shortly after that. I
cannot give you exact days -- some days are better than others!
For those who don't know or don't remember, I'm disabled with a
condition that is very flexible and fragile. I'm not quite so fragile,
but I'm not nearly as flexible as I once was! The worse part is
finding out that there are some kinds of pain that narcotics don't
really help -- fortunately for me, there's always Tequila! Still, that
can be unpleasant if you have to drink so much as to make yourself
pretty much useless!
I'm doing okay, though I'm still fighting depression and disbelief
over the death of my best friend. I can't really call it unexpected
because we knew that the cancer was pretty much untreatable and
terminal -- but to die so quickly after finding out that she had it --
I mean, about 3 weeks! Seriously, I came home for a few days when she
was feeling pretty good -- she seemed to be getting over her liver
biopsy and getting back to being herself again -- and then a few days
later, her boyfriend calls and says that I better get back, and then
she's gone two days later -- and, yes, I got back when she still
seemed to have lucid moments even if she couldn't really speak to us.
It would be so very easy for me to crawl into my little hermitage and
stay there forever, avoiding contact with others as much as possible.
In many ways, it's what I want to do. I mean, before her death, my
contact with the outside world was pretty much her and you guys here.
Whatever happens, rest assured that I will survive it, that's what I
do.
Hey, love & peace to all and remember, we can't control what we might
want to do, but we can -- and damn well better -- control what we
actually do. We are here for the boys -- not the other way around.
-- 4s00th@hushmail.com
My email is always available for those looking for and willing to supply support in the effort to remain boy-lovers and not become child-molesters de jure if not de facto.
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