I am grasping to control.. . .
They got me on medication
My heart's beating hard
So hard that it's creating complications
Bang Bang bang.. a vein just broke in my head
From this emotional duress
I try to grasp in control
It might save my life
Because there's a danger
If you let your feelings show..
Unless they are of love, truth and Honesty..
There's a lesson and a price to pay..
With everything I write
There is a lesson and a price to pay..
And my blues explosion
In my ignition
Is from a gun
That fires blanks now..
To grasp in control
Is the hardest thing to do
Drugs I took won't lift this feeling
There's a light inside of me
That burns without end
And what I have got left
When my conscience is strong
Is Automatic Pain..
Masking it with work
This light that burns me
I'm tearing at myself
And despite how hard I try
The pain remains..
The cure is to substitute it
With another desire
To fill this addictive need
With your desire..
*blows smoke rings*
She is my drug now..
But it's legal to do this
So I chose the better half..
And made love with an irrevocable erection..
Together we're Alone -by sEung b. Kim
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