Was unhappy because of lack of squirtiness. I think it was because of
years of trying to not be messy, and so I discovered my ejaculation had
become more of a dribble. Discovered I missed *squirting*!
So, deciding to make amends, started trying recently to really let go, let
fly, not bother about where it lands, sort of thing. And last night, I
was so happy.
Wanking over internet porn as usual, held back for ages, found a model who
/really/ turns me on (she is so cute!) eventually couldn't hold back any
more, really concentrated on just letting go, and shot a good eight inches
up in the air! Whey-hey! Felt it really pumping through my dick too.
Some went on my chest, some went on my leg, some went on the floor, but it
felt so good. So now I am a happy Graffleweed.
But still not as good as I felt it could be, still didn't feel like a
complete letting go. Obviously can do this, just need to practice getting
that feeling. Been practicing a lot recently, I have a bruise on my willy!
Happy cummings, all!
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