At the very least, get in touch with D -- the dearest one contacted
him to see if he had heard from you, and now he's worried, too!
And if you need to talk, I believe I gave you all my contact numbers,
though the cell is not in service at this time -- I stopped using it,
let it expire at some point when my debit card changed and just never
updated it properly. Sorry!
As you might well know, I have my own issues because of certain things
that were said way back in the summer, and I'm trying to get my
courage up to ask about those comments. I'd like to believe that they
were made in anger, but since there were the exact kind of things that
I'm afraid of, they still sting despite the apology.
Sometimes, I wonder.
But you shouldn't -- it's not like this is the first time he's told me
that he's worried that you think he doesn't treasure your love and
friendship as much as he always has. He needs his D-Bear, you can be
certain of that.
Love,
Steve
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