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Subject: Re: re. Do boylovers hurt boys?
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Hello and thank you for you long post. I appreciate very much your
words and take them with the heart. I don't know if we have similar age
but I recognise some welcome (but unfortunate) resemblances between us.
I'm not afraid to tell you that I'm.. well, between 22 and 27. I don't
know if it's soon or late for these kind of crisis, but it's true that I
feel bad and that this feeling doesn't give me many moments of peace.
I realise that all this discussion is, not a nonsense, but probably
just another of my whims. I'm trying, as I did before, to feel somehow
better throwing all this, but it doesn't work very much. Anyway I'm very
grateful for your words. I know I have to renounce to many of the
expectations i had for my life. I know it but I resist to understand,
cause I don't want to do it. Cause I don't want to bend the knee and
accept the world that others arranged for me. These words can sound
insensate and precipitate (and they are), nevertheless you must know
that I can be a very rational person too. But when this explosion of
anguish cross my soul I feel furious, very furious. Yep, it hurts, it
hurts very much. Contemplating the world is just painful. I hate myself
a little, but let's stop talking about this, i suppose it's worthless
and i don't like the drama.
Leaving this place is continuously in my mind. Brasil or wherever,
maybe someday I could afford a permanent move. Whatever I'm looking for,
I don't think I can find it here, I'll better go away before i disappear
completely.
> Some advice from a not-so-old and a not-very-wise man:
> 1 Change what you can change, but recognize what is changeable.
> 2 Find ways to involve yourself in a boy's life, and let things run.
> 3 Don't spend too much time thinking about loving a boy; you already
> are loving a boy. If he wants to go further, then he will take the
> lead. 4 If you make the decision to follow, be aware of the lessons
> learned from the mistakes of others, that's all.
> 5 And, if you want to increase your chances, get involved in several
> boys lives. Even if you never get anything more, you'll have had made
> a difference and will have been immortalized in their eyes.
>
> Oh yeah, also masturbate frequently, fervently, and furiously! :-P
Unluckily I don't have any young friends yet. Some people advised me to
find one but somehow I've been unable to do it, and, in the same way,
unable to find any comfort for myself. You know, when masturbation
becomes from a durable recreative exercise to a mere automatic relief,
then something fails. The same difference, I guess, between a love act
and a sex act. That consumption you mentioned is making an odd person of
me.
best regards and all the luck
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