In article <vmu945l6kitaih688gn78ihmrtaj6f8700@4ax.com>, NP-f31 wrote:
> Hey Fortsters,
>
> Michael Jackson was both confused and misunderstood. Without question
> he was obsessed with boys, from that perspective he was one of us. I'm
> no psychoanalyst, and I don't know everything there was to know about
> MJ, but I think that the hole at the core of his psyche came from the
> missing love of his father. Michael Jackson was a commodity to his
> Father, so were his brothers, but it was clear early on that Michael
> had the most talent and charisma. Those kids were driven externally by
> their father and if stories are true, the Jackson family was
> dysfunctional in the extreme. Michael never had a chance at 'normal'.
>
> I believe Michael yearned for the fatherly love he never got as a
> child. My theory is: he sought to give that to boys he befriended
> later in adulthood. He clearly wanted to be a father, but by the time
> he adopted them he was too far gone into has fantasy world to be an
> effective parent. It didn't take long for his interest in boys to
> become sexualized. There is no question in my mind that MJ did all
> that he was accused of and much more. His Neverland Ranch was purely a
> seduction zone. What boy wouldn't want to spend a weekend there with
> his favorite idol?
>
> His self perception and worldview of boylove was surreal. This was
> never more evident than in his long form video in which the parents of
> boys are afraid he is a monster and the boys come to his defense. The
> BEAUTIFUL boys come to his defense. It was a multimillion dollar wet
> dream for MJ.
>
> His talent and ability made him a global superstar, one of the biggest
> ever. The money and fame allowed him to bend rules and create an
> insular fantasy world that Americans couldn't understand. He was the
> butt of jokes in this country, which is sad. If he'd had a normal
> life, he might have found The Fort and realized that he wasn't alone.
> I actually posted to him a couple of times, hoping he'd be plugged in.
> Several mutual friends who knew him personally told me that Michael
> was surprisingly not technically competent.
>
> In truth, he DID know he wasn't alone, and in fact, often spent time
> with BLs in the highest stratas of society. Everything you heard and
> suspected about MJ and a certain blonde child actor is true. MC, if
> YOU'RE out there and one of us, I'd love to talk to you too. It is no
> coincidence that Michael removed himself from America and planted
> himself in a wealthy Arab country. It was all about unquestioned
> access to boys. He had connections, as you might expect, and everyone
> looked the other way.
>
> And now he's dead and from all indications he shouldn't be. He was
> apparently mishandled every bit as poorly as his late father-in-law,
> Elvis, once was. I was never a big fan of Michael Jackson's music, but
> I tried to understand him as a human being. I have a lot of empathy
> for what he endured and why. I wish I could have helped him.
>
> And in the end we all have to admit, for all of his eccentricity, boys
> loved him. For some reason, boys especially loved him. He was one of
> us.
>
> Doc
> NP-f31
I don't have any real opinions about MJs private life (I wasn't there
LOL) but I have to say that your post was beautiful just by itself. I
think this post could be one of the best things you ever wrote. Or
anybody ever posted here too. Its so well thought out and so well
presented I just have to admire it and you the creator of it.
I don't think you deserved to be attacked for this so I'm countering
that with my post. Later on if I think you do deserve be attacked I
reserve that privilege for myself. LOL
Have a good weekend!
--
Grant
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