Doc NP-f31 wrote in news:v0h8f61lcghbm9d2boqd3ganhttq1v9r8v@4ax.com:
> Hello Aleka/No Pubes OOO,
>
> I received my first response today from one of my boys, L. L is a
> Brit, he is 17 and from the ages of 8-12 he was molested by a
> photographer from London (whom we refer to as DHM). About a year ago,
> when the molester was arrested L had to face the world about what was
> done to him. He'd lived with the secret for four years (the entire
> time I had known him). When the news was made public and the police
> called him in for questioning L was stricken with shame and guilt for
> what was done to him. As he says, what he allowed to happen.
>
> He responded immediately to my request for comments on your most
> recent post, which is available in another thread from 11/23.
>
> L writes:
>
> Dear Doc,
>
> Do you really think what I have to say to this man will change how
> he feels and change his behaviour? He has to want to change before
> change will occur. From the correspondences you have shared with
> me, he seems to try to legitimise his paedophilia by amplifying
> more terrible things, i.e., Nazis killing millions of Jews, Stalin
> killing innocent people, even G.W.Bush's war that has killed men,
> women, and children. God, how does paedophilia rank up against all
> those. Surely, it can't be that bad <sarcasm>.
>
> And then, to justify the abuse of boys in the name of "love".
> C'mon...really? I can maybe understand a little of his delusion. I
> let DHM get a foot in because I was searching for someone to pay
> attention to me and I liked that attention and I thought I loved
> him, and I let him touch me and kiss me. The feelings I had were
> conflicted. I wanted him to love me and I was afraid if I told him
> I didn't want to have sex with him that he would discard me and my
> career would be over as a model, and I would be back where I
> started...looking for attention. So, we had sex. I didn't like it,
> but I let it happen over and over. When I finally decided to tell
> him, he became angry and he wouldn't listen to me. I would go home
> and stand in a steaming hot shower and weep. That was my only
> outlet. Being a Brit, I just couldn't tell my family. I was
> embarrassed. On days when I had to go out for a shoot, I got
> physically sick and vomitted, but I was pushed by that same family
> I wanted to tell so badly, so I'd go. And he would touch me and
> "pose" me and find a way to be alone with me (extend the shoot,
> offer to take me home).
>
> I'm not telling you anything you don't already know, Doc. This
> "No Pubes" guy sounds like he is really smooth and slimey. His
> comment, "If I had to work with abused boys, I would abuse them by
> NOT telling them I am looking at their ass, thights, fresh skin, large
> eyes, smooth and silky hair...". C'mon, really? Is this his way of
> justifying his lust by trying to turn it around and blame the boy
> because, THE BOY wants to hear that bullshit? Seriously? He is
> delusional! Okay, let me make sure I get this right...
>
> No Pubes thinks abused boys want to hear they have a sweet arse,
> that it feels good to have an adult-sized cock shoved up that
> really sweet arse, or shoved down the beautiful, fresh skin throat
> that he has been slobering all over minutes before? And maybe I can
> keep my long, silky, smooth hair that way because he shoots his wad
> all over my face and hair and into my large, seductive, doe-like
> eyes? Could that be the trick, Doc?
>
> I think you are wasting your time with this guy because he thinks
> he is providing a good service to boys. He doesn't get it and
> doesn't WANT to get it, so why waste your time on this slimeball?
> You can't fix him Doc. He doesn't want to be fixed. He is an
> abuser and he will eventually get caught and then he will see how
> it really feels from the boy's point of view. I hope he gets raped
> for everytime he provided his "civic duty" to a boy, and may God,
> NEVER have mercy on his soul.
>
> It is ALL about him, Doc, not about the boy, and that is what
> makes you so very different from this dilusional piece of shit. If
> he touched one of my brothers or any other boy I care about, I'd
> hunt him down and serve a little of my own retribution. You know
> what? Maybe No Pubes will get lucky and "compliment" one of those
> courageous, abused boys about his sweet, fresh-skin arse as the boy
> is plunging a blade into his hairy, pock-marked chest, over, and
> over, and over.
>
> Does that give you an idea of how I really feel about this animal?
>
> Love,
>
> L
>
> ***************************
> I talked to T-Bone and he promises to make arrangements to comment in
> the coming days. My third boy, T, was abused by the self same DHM that
> abused L, but T told. He is currently in intensive counseling and will
> hopefully be released to his Mum as early as next week. If he is up to
> the task, he will also address your post.
>
> I will make no judgments and let the boys words do the talking.
>
> Stay Safe and work toward unselfishness,
>
> Doc
> NP-f31
>
Bravo Dog! Have you finished to crown yourself as the good man who must
'instruct' the criminals of this world? What a fucking good samaritan you
are! But... let me see, an 'abused when child' good samaritan??
Awawaw...lier, lier, pants on fire. Perhaps the next thing we'll hear about
you is that you are a genious child and a ninja from Mars x). I guess a bad
shrink like you understand well how a fraudulent fact can, somehow, settle
conveniently the audience towards emphaty feelings, intimidation,
compassion...
Well, well, good people of Fortland, for those of you who think this guy
can't reach the insidious level from old partner and guru Y'nuts, the story
of little LL can stand, at least, as subject of some reflection. And about
me, sincerely Dog, your activity here begins to seriously irritate myself.
Maybe it's time for you to get a proper spank, what do you say Dog? Would
you be as instructive as you are now with a blue ribbon stuck on your door?
It could be a good chance to understand the difference between the good and
the bad guys, don't you think? Just kidding, old cunt.
Aleka mon ami, don't pay attention to these pitiful men. They condemn the
tight freedom you got for yourself because they are indeed trapped by their
own compliant dreams about love and live. They preach about unselfishness
at the same time that they seal their dazed idealism. What an incongruity.
Little children they are, and -in their own words- selfish, very, very very
selfish. Didn't you hear before the folk proverb "what you boast about is
what you lack". It's very applicable here in this group. By the way, if you
want some access to the really good things piled up in the groups just let
me know.
Little LL, for having swallowed so much british sperm you didn't keep much
of the accent. You know, you can't teach me a damn thing about myself, but
you can suck my cock whenever you want.
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