In alt.fan.frank.mccoy "Nikki@P.U." <@> wrote:
>As You Know i Wrght Very Little Because My Spelling is
>Very Bad,
>
>BUT
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>Frank Never Tale Your Own Life
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Don't WANT to. Thought it might be necessary.
>My Daddy Tried It More Then Once
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>And He Explaned To Me How He Saw No Relefe From The
>Mental Pain He Was Gong Throughv And Had No HOPE
>Of Relefe From It .
>
Not for mental pain. That I will put up with.
I just don't want a long painful death.
If I was dying of a painful cancer that couldn't be cured ....
>One Tme He Took 30 Sleepiing Pills At Once
>And He Woke Up Three Days Later And Was Still Alive.
>
If I even TRY, I WILL succeed.
But, I don't want to try.
Also, the kid and at least one other person pointed out that for the
problem *I* had right then, there's a simple solution that doesn't
require my dying. I felt like an idiot. Here *I* always bragged that I
could always see several solutions to problems ... and then miss one of
the most obvious. Ah well. Next time I'll know better. No need to
kill myself just because I don't have a place to stay, anything to eat,
and my lack-of-medication will make dying painful. There *is* another
way that leaves me around to do things, if only continue my reading ...
Which I have enough unread to last several centuries at least.
>My Dad Is Your Age Mid 60' Now.
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>And Doing So Mulch Better These Days.
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>He Dictated His Story , Suiside Note On To 18 1hr. castes tapes
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>And Shared Them With Me After He Felt Better So As To Share
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>With Me How Bough Depreshon And Or Certain Cercomstanses The
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>Just Wont Go Away Can Make A Person Wont To End t All.
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Well ... I never *wanted* to die ... I have too much to live for ...
just thought I was going-to; and was going to pick the quickest and
least painful way.
>
>Frank
>
>You Sound To Be Doing Better Now Ans This Makes Daddy And Me
>Happy.
>
I'm doing OK ... The wife, sadly, isn't. ;-{
>We Bough Love You And You Work.
>
>I Asked My Daddy If This Kinde Of A Situation Ever Happens
>In You Life Again, If You Could Come Live With Us Here In
>California And He Sed Absulutaly Yes.
>
>My Daddy Lives On His Retirment From 35 years Of Service To
>A Big National Co. Plus S.S. And Rent From His Rental Inverstments.
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>We Live Quite Well Here And Would Live To Share Ower Good Fortion
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>With You If You Ever Need It.
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>So Frank I Wont You To Know You Will Allways Have A Place To
>Live If It Ever Came Down To It Again.
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>Pluss I Am Quite Shure There Are A Few More People Who Fell The
>Same Way As We Do.
>
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>Frank You Are A Very Educated Man Who Works Part Time Jobs At
>60 Plus . But You Will Allways Be Mr. Frank McCoy Friend Of
>Many People Who Love You As You Aer Now.
>A Wonderful Man.
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>We Love You Frank
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>
>Nikki And Daddy Jack
>
Thanks.
I knew people cared ... That's why *I* was writing a note ... for those
who did. It wouldn't have been fair to go without explaining why ...
even if the premise didn't turn out to be valid.
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